I swayed and soared
in the clatter of pots
and pans, as the
sultry aromas of spices
aroused in me some
hidden desires.
Though I am the
cook and the Gardner,
such is my plight
that I am not offered
even a single bite.
Knowing there is no
respite, I scrapped the
waste morsels off
the site, you wished
a mild good night then
closed your eyes as
as I lay hungry on
your wild side with a
slight martyred pride.
If I’am you,
you are me
and that’s all
than
we are us.
Madame Neverhurry cousin
of Gustav Flaubert’s
Mrs Bovary,awoke at past 12
Suffering from a malady
Known as melancholy,
Casts her glance on the
Day’s chore, bored puts
The blinds back on, deciding
To have some high tea,
Summons, mischievous elves
On fire wings impatient
Yells “to get lost and bring
Forth aromatic mint tea with
Hazel nuts three or four”
On first command the elves
Disappeared, conjuring
A mysterious tea in glasses
Of crystal while the Madame
Put powders and billows,
adorning her buffet with
One Exquisite Ostrich feather
competing with the slopes
of Alps, all while thinking of
day’s chores and bitchy gossips
to be done which caviar to
be served with what exotic wine
at customary evening suppers
while discussing a mysterious
malady possessing modern ladies
known something as depression
so much work to do all
in a day, madam fainted
at 1 while still in satin beds
Personal elves hurried worried
Bellowing some wind trying
to revive with peacock
fans, “oh poor madam,
suffering pangs of
melancholy once again”
( Dedicated to all my beautiful women who loves to get up past noon)
Yes my right boob is bigger than the left and
there is something going between my thighs
You see Mr. I breath from there…
But then don’t you breath from hole too?
I’ve been scared walking on the ancient silk
routes, always covered in dark veil stalked by
the hawk eyes, conscious of my timid moves.
But terrified to come home for I’ll pay the lofty
price of loitering after the dark…
In The Land for No Women I am known as a
harlot, well you see Mr. I am those women who
always wear matching sandals ,paint their lips
scarlet and plant kisses with ease while
matching steps with you.
But I am no bitter Mr. because I see no
difference between you and me…
you see we both breath from the holes
I’ve lived multiple lives,
surviving to live
as a man,
Million little moments
sabotaged to feel as
grandiose as
a man.
Countless nights sacrificing
cotton fluff like yearnings to
please what became of
that man.
Marring those ardent desires
in whose rustic Earthen
wombs human hope
is conceived.
Patiently waiting, ogling at you
to live as me a woman
only for a passing
moment.
Swaying to the
notes of thousand
bagpipers…
dropping all shames
twirling round round,
like darvesh in
wild wild forest.
Whatever happens
will happen!
It’s all god’s will
why interfere
why despair?
Some days are bad
like today,
I am rollin rollin
going spiral down
free falling..
Thought to bounce
swaying just pounce
dropping shames…
Whatever happens
will happen.
It’s all God’s will
why interfere?
why despair?
All I can do
is to just brew
drink or flew
some champagne
bubbles …
You can hold
my hands behold
catch me when I am
free-falling..
kiss me or
miss me…
When swaying
with me swaying
to the notes of
thousand bagpipers
Behold darling and just look at my face,
do I need more ruby on the lips?
or need to walk alluring with sweeping hips?
Maybe I should too get bulbous bones fixed!
But love my darling is not a spectacle
No! Love is no rosy cheeks or her
dimpled face.
Poets of past who sighed deep and longed
for the fairer beings all turned blind!
Beauty doesn’t rest under your heels
Lures are not in bosoms but in depths of souls
I can arch my brows high if you feel
but you see you will again run up the hill
to find some jawbones are missing still!
Mistake not my tenderness for frailty
Or mark my words for random triviality!
Let’s not avoid me today as always in haste
Behold darling and just look at my face!
To tell you the truth my humble folks
No one ever sang melodies nor I evoke
sighs of love, nor were woven any aching
hymns, no blind poet was ever penning,
ballads of mine love, while young lovers
were busy making love under thick covers
I was simply trying to stand my ground
Only trying to nurse some old wound
I did have few dry kisses to my share
Enough to call them some sort of affair
To keep the sluggish heart-beating,
And the crimson thin blood gushing
For I knew that true love is a luxury
A privilege reserved for not the many
I had vowed my entire life to a service
And all I ever did was the same service
Knowing that not every floret is a rose
Some of us are condemned only to compose
Verses of love in the long endless nights
While thinking of kisses in our imaginary flights
I took sinful dips in vast seas of love embracing
you tightly, with a terror of drowning in the
deep waters of desires, wines from your
lips did wonders for I went and came back
from the hell fires, back and forth taking
sinful dips in the waters of love.
Shedding all vestiges of shame, clothed only
in translucent moon-light while holding
you tightly, trying to sooth the amber
of my flesh with your cigar breaths.
I performed holy ablutions to wash off any
lingering doubts of cravings, let raven
hair loose to sway in directions unknown,
only to clasp a caress in my nets in the
deepest pits of desires.
While softly twirling on the rubenesque flutes
of thirsts, closed my eyes and swam to the
farthest corners of desire to discover a
dated relic of yours resting in the
sea-beds of my whims.
Knowing that magical things might happen,
I allowed myself to completely penetrate
in the realms of darkest fantasies to,
accomplish once a flawless rapture of bodies.
While you played your wicked games
I let lose more shames just to capture a
whiff of your perfume, to break an ancient
spell of absence while taking sinful
dips in vast seas of love.
Neat satin silhouettes
narrates a mundane tale
of tireless nights filled
with loops and knits
Days make sense
doing dirty chores
frantic zig-zag
of mood swings
Mischievous curves
embraces salty sweat
carnal desires rebuked
suffered a psychosis
Psychedelic talks
in realms of fantasy
burden of one ruby
ceases any chance
Refuged in verses
of random erotica
eerie silence
possesses sheets
Gaunt couch
joint residuals
Stale stench
hovers ceilings
echoes denial!!
